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Mar. 7th, 2009

010.

[Warded against Death Eaters and Supporters]
In 1991, the Voyager 1 space probe took a picture of Earth from 4 billion miles away. I wish I had a picture to show everyone but I don't want to rip a copy out of my book and really the picture doesn't show much, just a pale blue dot in a faint line of light. But I've been rereading Pale Blue Dot: A Vision of the Human Future in Space by Carl Sagan and was struck by what is the book's quintessential passage.

"We succeeded in taking that picture, and, if you look at it, you see a dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever lived, lived out their lives. The aggregate of all our joys and sufferings, thousands of confident religions, ideologies and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilizations, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every hopeful child, every mother and father, every inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every superstar, every supreme leader, every saint and sinner in the history of our species, lived there on a mote of dust, suspended in a sunbeam.

"The earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that in glory and in triumph they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of the dot on scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner of the dot. How frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the universe, are challenged by this point of pale light.

"Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity -- in all this vastness -- there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves. It is up to us. It's been said that astronomy is a humbling, and I might add, a character-building experience. To my mind, there is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly and compassionately with one another and to preserve and cherish that pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known."

Dec. 3rd, 2008

009.

[Hexed Against Death Eaters and Supporters]
To the Members of the Order of the Phoenix:
I don't know who most of you are, I don't really want to know. At this point I'm not even sure what it is you're actually trying to accomplish, but if you think you're helping things, could you please stop? You're really not. I'm sure your intentions are good but from what I've seen? You're doing a better job of getting the people I love and care about hurt than the Death Eaters right now.

So I have to ask. What are you trying to do? Yes, obviously you don't want the Death Eaters in power anymore, I get that much. But in all of my reading I've never actually heard of any cases where someone's head exploded from sheer rage so you might want to try a new strategy. Just a suggestion. More importantly, if you do somehow manage to get rid of them, then what? I'm sorry to say, but at least from what I've seen, I don't know that I think the idea of any of you running our government is going to be that much better. Just replacing one form of extremism for another except instead of it being purebloods and Muggleborns, it'll be fighters and pacifists. Or maybe just Gryffindors against everyone else.

As has been made perfectly clear to me today, at least some of you seem to think that I am not entitled to an opinion because I have chosen to remain in society. It must be nice to live in a world that is so very black and white but for the rest of us there is quite a bit of space in between your Order and the Death Eaters. A world filled with children who need teaching (and if you really can't see the value of staying to teach, I'm not even going to bother trying to explain it.) I thought that was the world you were all trying to help in your own weirdly misguided way but now it seems like you only care about your friends and the people who've joined your little club. And if that's what you're doing, if that's all you really care about, I'm clearly not going to be able to stop you no matter what I say, but then don't you dare run around and act like you're doing some great service for the rest of us.

[Private to Cho]
I need to talk to you about something. Can I come visit you this weekend? Is it safe? I feel like my head's going to explode.

[Private to Lorcan]
I hate people.

[Private to Stephen]
Congratulations on the engagement, by the way. If you hurt her or get her killed, I'll beat you- set my half-vampire Death Eater not-boyfriend on you. And would you stand up to those idiots a little more?

Nov. 9th, 2008

008.

I know I said cats weren't terribly exciting and I wanted a squirrel or a duck or something more original but I was at the Magical Menagerie today and how could I resist this face?

[photo is spello-taped into the journal]


I just haven't figured out what to name him yet. I've never been very good at names. When I was a little girl we had a puppy named Cephalus (my mother picked the name because his head was enormous) but I couldn't pronounce it so I just called him Mr Dog. See? Not very creative at all.

Oct. 27th, 2008

007.

[Hexed against Death Eaters and supporters]
[OOC: My profound apologies to any science majors reading this]
Muggle genetics really is a fascinating subject. I know, we're all supposed to be disdainful of anything having to do with the Muggles, but I was reading this book my father sent me and I really think they have something here.

So we all have these genes that are encoded into our DNA and...never mind that part isn't really important. The point is that our genes basically determine a number of traits, like hair colour, eye colour, even certain diseases. A trait can be either dominant or recessive and it's all passed down from parents to their children through these things called alleles. And this would be easier to explain if I used an example, I think.

Okay, so eye colour. Brown eyes are considered a dominant trait, while blue eyes are a recessive one. Now when you put two alleles together, the dominant one will always come out on top. So we'll use an uppercase B to denote a brown eye allele and a lowercase b to denote a blue eye allele. If you have blue eyes, the only way that's genetically possible is if your eye colour gene has two blue eye alleles in it - bb. If you have brown eyes, your eye colour gene could be either BB or Bb. Now how you get these genes is where it gets complicated because it all depends on what genes your parents have. If both of your parents are BBs, you're going to be a BB because they can only pass down the brown eyes allele. If one of your parents is a Bb, but the other is a BB, then you could turn out to be either a BB or a Bb, but either way you're still going to have brown eyes. Now if both of your parents are Bbs, then you're most likely to be a BB or a Bb. But you could end up as a bb if you happen to inherit the recessive alleles from both of your parents, it's just much more rare. But that's how you can get a blue eyed child from brown eyed parents. Well sort of. It's actually much more complicated than that because you have different shades and more than brown and blue eyes, but that's the basic idea.

Is anyone still reading this? Well I've been trying to figure out the genetics of magic for a while now and I keep trying all of these complicated arrangements but nothing was working. So I thought why not try the simple method? What if it's just a matter of magic being a recessive trait? So if we say that M is a Muggle allele and w is a wizarding allele, then every wizard would have to be a ww. Pureblood and muggleborn alike, it has to be the same. It explains everything. Well almost everything anyway. So if you have a wizard, they're going to be a ww. If they marry another wizard, their child will always be a ww. That's what happens with the purebloods and the half-bloods where it's just a Muggle grandparent or something. Now with the half-bloods where it's one wizard parent and one Muggle parent, in order for them to have a wizard child, the Muggle parent has to be what we call a "carrier" of the recessive wizarding allele. Because it's recessive, they're just another Muggle, but when an Mw (our Muggle in this example) has a child with a ww, they could turn out to be either a Muggle or a wizard. And like the eyer colour example, it really is a bit more complicated than that because there has to be something to explain why most children of a Muggle and a wizard are still wizards. (At least I think they are? I mean I haven't exactly done a study or anything but it seems that way. I wish I could do a study though. It'd be absolutely fascinating, but I don't think the Ministry would go for that.) I'm missing something in this bit, but I wonder if it isn't a matter of the wizarding allele being more likely to be passed down. Because well, it's magic. Actually that would help explain the number of Muggle carriers too. So if you have a w allele, it wants to be passed down, which is how you get more than the 50% inheritance chance you'd get in a straight inheritance scenario.

But on to the Muggleborns! So I think everyone reading this all knows that this whole idea of Muggleborns stealing magic is ridiculous, but this actually makes for a plausible genetic explanation of how we they exist. Because if you have two parents who are both Mw, their children could be either MM or Mw, which would mean they're still Muggles. But with two Mw parents, their offspring could be a ww. It'd be rare, obviously, because getting two carriers of the w gene together and then having them both passed down to their children is a pretty unusual situation, but it does make sense! I think. I need to work on this a bit more.

[Private to Lorcan]
Err...so somehow I got invited to the Malfoy's masquerade? Are you going?

Oct. 13th, 2008

006.

"It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change."
- Charles Darwin

Well everyone else seemed to be offering quotations, I didn't want to miss out on the fun. That's one of my favourites, although I'm also quite fond of Isaac Asimov:

"Knowledge is indivisible. When people grow wise in one direction, they are sure to make it easier for themselves to grow wise in other directions as well. On the other hand, when they split up knowledge, concentrate on their own field, and scorn and ignore other fields, they grow less wise -- even in their own field."

Trying to explain that idea to my third years went about as well as could be expected. Samuel seems absolutely convinced that he is going to be a dragon keeper and should not have to take any classes but Care of Magical Creatures and Charms. I managed to get him to concede on the merits of Transfiguration and Defence but everything else has been dismissed by him as "absolute rubbish."

Days like today I find myself wishing for a classroom full of Ravenclaws. Is a bit of intellectual curiousity really too much to ask for?

Sep. 26th, 2008

005.

I am never leaving this castle again. Better yet, I can lock myself in my room. I think I've been nice enough to the house elves to get them to bring me food, haven't I? I think I just figured out what it feels like to die of embarrassment. I'm not...I don't belong in the Prophet. This is not keeping a low profile. And interesting situation? I don't think I've ever been so mortified in my life. Well maybe when I tripped down the stairs in my second year and ended up with my robes up around my head. That was worse, I think. But this is almost definitely a close second!

Oh my...

[Private to Cho and Helena]
I will pay one of you to cover my seventh years this afternoon. Please? Two of my sixth year girls tried to hex me this morning for stealing their boyfriend! What does that even mean?

[Private to Lorcan]
Did you know about this? How do you handle

I'm sorry if I got you into trouble with your fans?

Sep. 17th, 2008

004.

The gala was absolutely wonderful! I still cannot stop thinking about all of the lovely decorations and just how incredible everyone looked. I've never seen anything like it before!

[Hexed against Death Eaters and supporters]
Although I can't help but think...with all the money they must have spent on the decorations, not to mention the gowns and jewels... Well if they were trying to raise money, wouldn't it have made more sense to skip the gala and give the money directly to Hogwarts? And the Ministry, I guess although I don't think they really need the money

[Private to Lorcan]
Thank you, I had a wonderful time.

Sep. 10th, 2008

003.

I just finished the new book I bought last week - a history of Leeds Castle. I was hoping to get through it sooner but my new third years have been more than a handful. But at least I finished in time for the ball and now I am so very excited to actually see the castle itself! It really has the most fascinating history. It was originally built as a manor home for one of the nobility in the 12th Century, but then it passed to Edward I and he turned it into a proper castle. Or as much of a proper castle as the Muggles had in the 1278. Then it became part of the Queen of England's dower and passed to various widowed queens after the death of their husbands. It was even attacked by Edward II when the Governor would now allow his queen to enter the castle. Can you even imagine, attacking your own castle to gain entrance?

My favorite story was about Catherine of Valois. She was the wife to Henry V but he died when she was just 21 so she moved to Leeds Castle where she took up a secret romance with Owen Tudor, a Welsh courtier. But the Dowager Queen was not allowed to marry with the King's permission so they had to marry in secret because the King, her son, was too young to actually give permission. Muggle royalty really has a lot of rules. But then her grandson through Owen Tudor ended up going on to be King Henry VII after he seized the throne from Richard III. Catherine was dead by then but still, it must have been nice for her.

And of course Henry VIII lived there with his first Queen for a while after completely remodeling the place. Or I suppose it would be more accurate to say that he visited there frequently since he didn't ever really stay in any one castle for very long. I guess he was pretty restless. Then again, if I had all those castles, I wouldn't stay in one place for very long either. After Henry VIII, his daughter by his second wife, Elizabeth I was actually imprisoned in the castle before her coronation because her sister, who was Henry's daughter by his first wife and the Queen at the time didn't like her very much. Then it passed to the Culpeppers and various other Lords and Ladies. It didn't open to the public until the 1970s and now it's rented out for special events like ours! Don't worry thought, it's been completely redecorated again since Henry VIII's time.

Except now I have nothing to talk about at the ball itself

[Private to Cho]
I have a date!

Aug. 31st, 2008

002.

People really are so very perplexing some days.

[Private to Cho]
So I realize this is probably a very strange question and more than a bit personal, but...when you sleep with someone, do you ever think about breakfast? Or other things completely unrelated to sex? I think I might have been doing it wrong...

Aug. 26th, 2008

001.

I've been thinking about getting a pet. Any suggestions?

Owls are too messy. I might get a cat but I really would like something more exciting. Like a caracal! But it'd probably be too large for my flat. And if I let it out, it would almost certainly eat Aberforth's goats. Did you know that the caracal refuses to eat the internal organs of the animals it kills? It picks the fur off too. Fascinating creatures, really. And my father gave me a hard time for picking the peas out of everything. At least I wasn't leaving internal organs and fur on the table.

Perhaps something smaller would be better. A squirrel would be nice. Far more attractive than a rat, but just as manageable. And they're supposed to be quite clever. I appreciate that - cleverness in a pet. Of course I would have to worry about the squirrel parapoxvirus, but I think as long as I kept him inside, it would be fine.

I will name him Fluffy.

Aug. 13th, 2008

000. Profile

now i can see what matters to me; it's as clear as crystal. the places i've been, the people i've seen, the plans that i made start to fade )